i dont know what to do anymore 

every part of my life is crumbling, I don't feel connected to my friends anymore. My parents only talk to me when they're mad at me, I don't even wanna talk to them anymore. I don't have anything that makes me happy, I tried drawing for my friends everyday because their reactions were one of the small things I had that gave me joy. I drew so much I exhausted myself, I drew until I couldn't anymore because it was all I could do. I don't know what to do, everything is going wrong and I'm so lost