[F4M] No Experience Necessary 

Thanks for walking me back.

I had a great time.  

Oh…sorry…I…

I …didn’t mean to startle you by taking your hand…

[Awkward silence]

Am I…?

Am I right that you want to be more…than… just friends…?

That you’ve wanted that all this time we’ve been hanging out?

[Softly; sweet giggle] I could barely hear you…

 But if my lipreading skills are as good as I think they are, I think you just said yes.

At least I hope that’s what you just said… 

So….

What I did with my hand there…

Taking your warm hand in mine…

That’s what I call “making the first move.”

Alright…even though you’re looking down at the ground, I think I see a hint of a grin….

You weren’t going to make the first move, were you?

Mm hm. Didn’t think so.

That’s okay…but I want to understand why you’re so shy around me…

Do you want to come inside with me and talk about it?

[Cajoling] Come on…

Worst case, you’ll finally get to see my place…

Anyway, I HAVE your hand…

[Sweetly] … and I don’t want to let go of it just yet..  

So….

I’m going to start moving inside…

[giggle] and if you ever want to see your hand again, you’ll follow me…

[Door opening and closing]

Thanks for coming in.  

Now I’m going to release your hand for just a minute and make some tea.

[Rustling around the kitchen]

[Calling out] Do you want some?

Yep. I can do water instead.

[cups going on the counter]

Make yourself comfortable on the couch…

[More rustling around]

Here you go.

Mind if I sit here next to you?

Um…sorry…I don’t mean to make you uncomfortable…

[Awkward silence]

Okay…I feel like I’m right on that fine line between making the first move and coming on too strong…

[Quietly] Would you take my hand this time…

There…I like that…

It…it feels good to finally touch you…

[more silence, like you’re really struggling to get him involved in the conversation]

Um…it’s hard to tell where you mind is right now…

Can I see your beautiful eyes while we talk…

[soft, sweet giggle] There….

I really like your eyes.

Okay…and now you’re looking down again…

Help me understand what’s going on here…

Um…well, yeah…

I’ve …I’ve been with other guys…

Um…oh!

Oh boy…

Uhhhh…yeah…

I’ve been intimate with other guys….

Oooh. 

You’re going there…

No. It’s okay…I asked what was on your mind

Um, yes. 

I would call myself experienced…um…sexually…

I’m sorry. What you just said was so quiet I couldn’t hear it.

Oh.

Oh honey.  

It’s okay that you’re not…

you know…experienced…

Ohhh. Oh no.  

What I’m hearing here is that you have trouble thinking of ME having been with other guys AND you’re worried that I’m going to compare you to the guys I was with.

So here’s where I talk and you listen, so we get off on the right foot.

Now for this talk you need to give me both your hands and look me in the eyes.

First, I’m not going to apologize for my past.  

I wasn’t jumping from bed to bed…

I was in relationships and part of those relationships — an important part for me — was intimacy.  

Physical intimacy.

I went into those relationships hoping they’d work…

Wanting them to work…

But none of them were good matches in the end.

And that brings me to my second point.

Even though we’ve just been acting like very good friends these past few months, I think we’ve both known we were starting a relationship.

Um…for me it feels like a special relationship…

Oh…I like how you squeezed my hand…excellent feedback on your part…

And I’ve never wanted something to work as much as I want this to.

But I need to take the next step with you.  

I need to be intimate with you.

And…I….I need you to be intimate with me…

To feel your skin warm against mine…

But I’m getting ahead of myself….

Right now I’m going to kiss you….

and I hope you’re going to kiss me back…

[Innocent kisses]

Mmm. That’s a good start.

Your soft warm lips offered me a hint of so much more.

But can I show you how I want you to kiss me…?

[deeper, intimate kisses; a moan]

Ohhh. That…

that was a special kiss…

[another intimate kiss]

[Quietly]

What?

No. Really…?

Your first real kisses…

Oh honey…I’m so glad you told me that….

[quietly] And I’m so glad they were with me…

Now you still look worried.

No. I won’t let you think like that…if so, this won’t go anywhere…

My past experience isn’t relevant to this moment.

In fact, right now I may be as nervous as you are…

What if you don’t like something about me? About my body?

What if you don’t like how I touch you?

[Giggle] Oh really…you don’t think you’re going to have any complaints…

Would it be okay if I…

If I touch you…?

Because it’s something I really want to do for you right now…

Where?

Um, I think you know…

That part of you you’re covering with your hands right now…

[Whispered] Take your hands away. Don’t be embarrassed.

I like that I made that happen.

There…that’s right…take them away…

[Kiss]

Now, I’m going to take you out…okay…

Well…you can stop me…

But if you do, you won’t feel my soft, warm hands stroke your…

Um…your penis…

Sorry…is that word okay? I’m really not good at dirty talk…

[Kiss]

Well good.  

Now that we’ve agreed on that word, let me get your penis out.

[Zipper]

[Quietly] Umm…I…um…I have butterflies…

I’m just going to reach in here and…ohhh….

and touch you…

Oh honey…you feel so nice…

I need to see you..

Ohhhhh….

Now don’t you look away.

You’re beautiful down there…

Um…you have a really nice…um…penis…

Oh…You’re jumping in my hand…

Okay. Okay…I won’t…

I won’t move my hand.

Um…look…I see what’s happening here…

Shhh. Don’t worry.

I won’t. I won’t move my hand.

You sound so terrified…

Now listen to me…

I know what’s going to happen if I move my hand…

I can feel you right on the edge…

Is that what you’re worried about.

Mmmhmm. But that’s what I want to happen…

I want to be the first one to make that happen for you…

And it’s no wonder you’re already so close….

This is the first time anyone’s touched you like this.

I want to keep moving.

And then I want to do so much more with you.

To explore you.

To show you my body.

To let you explore me…

….and learn to give me pleasure.

Do you understand?

Good.  

Now when you’re ready, I want you to lean in and give me one of those kisses that I now don’t think I can live without.

And when you do, I’m going to move my hand, knowing EXACTLY what will happen when I do…

Deal?

Good. Now it’s time for you to make your move…

Ohhh….I see your soft lips getting closer…

[Deep kiss…moan…and then a surprised moan and and mmmm as you take him over the edge]

Yes…[kisses]…oh god your shaking…

[Kisses] Oh…there…there…that’s it…

No…I’m going to keep stroking you…you have more to give me…

Ohhhhhh yes.  

Yes honey…

So much….you’ve been holding back too long…

[Extended Kisses]

Thank you….

For letting me share that with you.

Um…I…I think we’re officially out of the friend zone…

And I’m more than okay with that…

[Kisses]

Oh…good! I like that initiative….

It seems like you’re good with that too…

Now, how about I clean you up and then in a little while we can talk about Round 2?